Just some items I have been wanting for quite some time. May buy myself some of these in the coming months.
1) D Rose Logo T-Shirt
2) NIKE TRUE “STEP AND REPEAT” Snapback Mint Green
4) Breaking Bad: The Complete Series
5) PNY StorEDGE 128GB Flash Memory Expansion Module for Macbook Air
6)Epiphone Tom Delonge Signature ES-333 Semi-Hollow Electric Guitar
7) PRS SE One Korina Electric Guitar- TV Yellow
8) Fender Modern Player Telecaster Thinline Deluxe Electric Guitar- 3 Color Sunburst
9) 32GB iPad Mini with Retina Display
10) ADTR Simple Team Tee
11) ’47 Brand Chicago Bulls Baker Scarf - Red/Black/White
12) adidas Chicago Bulls Pre Game Full Zip Hooded Jacket - Charcoal/Red
Yesterday, Tuesday felt awfully warm like a not too warm spring day. Today is just a dreary rainy day with horrible traffic on lakeshore drive, it is frustrating driving with people in the rain. Oh you made the very last second decision on getting on this ramp just as I’m about to get on. Luckily, I saw you but thanks for the near death experience, bra.
Anyways, I will take what I can get from the Chicago weather for soon enough it will be way too cold to go outside with just one layer on. My bones will chill from the cold drafts and unless the heating is on I will be lazily trying to stay in bed until I have to actually get ready for work or school. That’s the one thing the cold weather is good for just cuddling up in your blanket, binge watching whatever television show there is on Netflix and drinking tons of hot chocolate. But with autumn in full swing it is astonishing to see the leaves change every year as though it is the first time I am seeing it happen. It is definitely one of the things I appreciate about the seasons’ change aka RIP summer/warm weather. The whole “winter’s coming” line from Game of Thrones comes to mind and I am sure I will have used that line 1,000 times by the end of November. Speaking of which I have finished the first season of Game of Thrones in the span of 3 days, there are many questions to be answered but it has definitely been a serviceable replacement for ‘Breaking Bad’ while ‘Walking Dead’ attempts to regain solid ground in their new season.
The seasons’ change also is the time my musical preferences alternate so here are some of my go to fall albums for those days when you can’t help but feel you’re in a music video as you walk through Chicago autumn scenery.
In no particular order:
1) Jimmy Eat World- “Futures”
2) New Found Glory- “Coming Home”
3) blink 182- Self-titled
4) Day At The Fair- “The Rocking Chair Years”
5) The Starting Line- “Based On A True Story”
“My future’s about trying to be a better man.”
I have been a bitter and judgmental ass-hat since I was 18. I must’ve thought this would change itself with growing up but that has not been the case. If I keep going down this path what is the point of life? Putting down people on things they’re stoked on isn’t cool and judging groups of people I am not apart of is not cool either. The more I do this the more negativity i give off and in the end it just makes me unhappy. My eyes open to the fact that being an asshole isn’t building character or a grand personality. Deep down inside I truly fear what people think of me and sometimes I just feel envy for other people doing exactly what they love. That’s pretty fucked up of me but it is time for a change.
I have hurt many people close to me over the past few years; it beats me up inside some of the things I have done/said. I am grateful for people that still consider me their friend even after all the bullshit.
I have an amazing girlfriend who means the world to me. She is able to see past my flaws. I am unsure where I would be without her, but she is my hope and she is my light. She is not afraid to tell me when I have done or said something messed up. It is allowing me to see the error in my ways and am willing to work on bettering myself.
Nothing is going to change unless I make the strides to be a better man. I have always been the type of person to put things off but it is time to finally start doing it. In the end I just want to be a positive person that people can relate to and share ideas with. Life is no fun if you are justing hating on the cool things people do.
Also I really need to start working out consistently.